Mission Statement Failure

By Sunday, July 29, 2012 0 Permalink

This blog was started with the august statement that I was going to try and make sense of the world now I was alone in it. I feel I have failed in this. Today I realise I know nothing. I can barely make sense of my own life let alone understand what is going on around me. Certainly, everything I do or see is very different seen through the eyes of someone who has lost their blood family and their partner in just 6 years. Life is odd at the best of times and I suppose the reason I am prone to so much reflection is because I seem to be so alone. I always thought too much apparently but now it seems like a full time job trying to stay calm. Having no one who remembers anything you did with your partner is quite shocking. I am just a walking archive system really. Trying to ...